I wont say about yesterday thing , quite sucky . But lucky got Mingmin, Fidelia , Jinghan , Korkor &Mingjie there to accompany me {: Thanks cousins . Woke up early today , around 11 . Prepare all these already 11.30 le . Now waiting for dad's small sister to come . Mom &dad quarrel , Mom say its all because of me . She make my day worse everytime . She still say that if "One day" that dad want to divorce her , its all my fault . Cause I'm a very bad child . I wonder is it real ? or its just a word to hurt me . I feel so sucky now . wanted to cry but i cant cause my makeups will smudge &it will be super duper unglam . At night ,i need to go find jasmine &sistar to shout my feelings out . I feel like walking the stairs to hell or if its better it will be heaven . I felt that i live in this world for nothing , its like everything i do i'm in the fault . When will I become the girl that whatever i do in it will be okay&alright . Fcuktard right ? So bored , so angered , so sad . Everything's so moody now . Fcuk this year !Marcus : Yea la , hahhas your the first cause I haven give jasmine &charis my blog . Hahhas !
Labels: Happy Fucking Chinese New Year
