I'm still feeling devastated now. Just like the world came crashing down into this world. Ya, its damn exaggerating to me. But this is how I feel now. Everyone should have known that yesterday was a BIG day for everyone. Went to school with Patrick, thinking that my result wont disappoint me. While seating in the hall, my heart pound faster and faster. I was the second to get my result. Once I saw that I got 2 E8 . My mind went blank . Dorothy came and calculated the total for me. She said to me "31" I gulped.. I tried to breathe hard but once I saw Miss Leow that minute, I burst into tears. I did not even plan to get this type of point. I have tried but not hard enough. Thoughts and bad ones came into my mind. I kept thinking that why I have to be so playful and not hardworking. Why am I so Useless. The Lawyer course I ever wanted vanished immediately, I gave up. Forget it. I deserve it from the start (: Have to work later. See what Mommy's gotta say to me..Labels: Damnation
